Pretty Butterfly

Sunday, March 23, 2008

I jus realise AGAIN how small the world really is.
OMG la...
how come lidat!!!

Everyone is connected one way or another.
So funny!

But don guess wrong, i din see any1 tt i don wan to see!
like 'tt one tt one' zf keep making fun of on the bus.
-.-
i tell u ar... tt zf!
don see him 'bao cai' onli.
wa kao, he shoot ppl no mercy de.
and silly me keep trying to cover back my lost points.
(lost points becos it was a stupid game im playing in my head)

ok la.. back to the point.
WORLD GOT SO SMALL MEH????
DEN I WAN TO GO WORLD TOUR FOR MY HONEYMOON!!
:))

butterfly fantasy at
1:20 PM

Saturday, March 22, 2008

it ended.

Doesnt matter why or how..
Its jus b/w the two of us.
A yr ago,
All u seek is us.
A yr ltr,
U wan to play the field.
By all means.
:)

But don lie to me again.
I wun gif u a chance too.

Sometimes,
one jus need to learn respect for others.
If u love only urself,
wat more do u expect?

anw, it has officially ended.
And all the memories, good or bad,
will be discounted by half.
Becos i don noe at this point of time
how much to belief in it.

butterfly fantasy at
3:53 PM

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

My mock is here and gone!
Jus one more paper tml.
But u noe... its pretty redundent for mi to go for it.
I din study.. I read thru(& im still lack of 5chapts).
I din do qns, or draw any graphs.
I feel i sldnt go.
But something is telling me tt i sld.
I shall see how tml..
actually the mock's results does not scare me, its my attitude tt scares me.

My menses pain is killing me. Its coming too much.
To e point tt i feel faint.
Arghh!

I stick to wat i like too much.
Like the color black and white.
& my fish bee hoon, jeff chang, and other stuff.
But the mian point is, i don try other stuff.
and now, im itching to go jeff's concert.. jus to hear it live.
i love to feel the pain when he sings.
He reminds me too much.
But although better to forget, i rather live thru it again,
and learn thru my mistakes AGAIN.
(the 'lessons' u learn will be forgotten also wat!)
aiya.. no1 knows wat i toking abt also.
haha.

im still having weird dreams, and yes, i wake up and stare at the ceiling too.
wth rite.

seriously ar, my mense is killing me now. But on the other hand, i hope its my mense tt gif mi this stupid attitude.
I mean hello!!
I went Genting when im suppose to be studying for CF.
I slack and throw my temper when im suppose to be studying for PBF.( i left 18mks black)
I went for slacking session, seisha, bday party and movie when im suppose to be studying for POA.(I left 25mks blank)
And now, im here complaining abt my menses and sort of made up my mind not to go for exam tml.
Its not reaaly becos i dono how to do la... i jus don ve the mood.

.... im gg to call gene now and cry.
mood swings.
f* menses.

i dono wat the hell im doing here ranting n ranting.
oh oh... one more thing.. i realise tt soon my life will be like robotic.
and sad to say, it was wat i was looking forward and now, im having second tots.
i dono if it is the first i want so much.
... ... ... ... ... .... ....
the rest will be recorded in my brain.

-the end-
menses suck.

butterfly fantasy at
1:12 AM

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